GLEE

It's back, unfortunately I have class during the time when it is on tv so I have to watch on the internet. Problem with that is, there is a lock on the episodes so you can't watch them till 8 days after they air.

I guess I will have to be a week behind this season.

Whatever, it's not like i've got anything better to do, I can wait 8 days.

I'm just happy it's back, it gives me something to look forward to every week. (which is nice)

Group Projects

They will be my demise
I know the real world is one giant group project but I hate them. They are awesome when you have a good group, but when you have one that is out to screw you over; it's no fun. I have 3 semester long, grade changing, life destroying group projects.

Project 1.

This one is good because I have an awesome group. It is terrible because the organization we are working with does not have a date or a venue for the event we are supposed to have planned in a week. AWESOME

Project 2.

This one isn't so bad, the group is awesome, and we are working with Alta ski resort. (I love skiing in case you didn't know). The downside, it's a ton of work, lot's of research, and just lame.

Project 3.

This is the one that inspired my hatred towards group work. I spoke with 2 fine individuals 2 weeks ago about needing a group, they said I could join and sent out an email with all of our information so that we could correspond. Today I emailed them and said we should probably get started. They informed me that they didn't realize I was in their group (keep in mind that i spoke face to face with them) and that they already started. So........ i'm stuck without a group, and I was not included in the group organizing assignment that was due last wednesday (I figured that I would have been included) so that means I failed the assignment. I hate groups.

I just want to finish college and never be here again. I hate it here, well, right now I hate my life in general, I have no friends, I have no social life, and i am miserable every waking moment of my life.

Can I just sleep till ski season?????? PLEASE?????????

a friend wrote this and I like it

He would love to sing you a song, but you made fun of his singing voice.
He is dying to write you a note, but you laughed at his handwriting.
He wants to write you a poem, but you keep saying poetry isn't romantic.
He wants to see you constantly, but you said he is suffocating you.
He wants to give you a diamond ring, but the sparkle in your eyes when you see him has faded.
He wants to be your Prince Charming, but you make him feel like a frog.

Sometimes the reason men don't rise up to their potential is because they haven't found a girl who will let them.

I saw this on a friends facebook, and I liked it so I thought I would copy it to a more permanent place.

My life

I wake up usually anywhere from 7-9

Get ready

Go to class

Come home

Eat dinner

Sit and watch tv or a movie, or I read

And I go to bed.

That's life monday-wednesday.

Thursday-sunday

I do nothing, absolutely nothing

sometimes I work (rarely)

My life is pretty boring.

Activities I could maybe use to try and beat boredom:

Fishing! (always a good choice)
Hiking (in the fall it's the best)
Going to the gym (I want to get fit)
Finding a new job (I need more money)

If any of you have any hobby suggestions I would love to hear them, I need to get out of this boring rut.

New Low

I can't remember a time when i've ever felt so low in my life. I have zero desire to do anything, most of the time I wake up and I wish that it could just be night again so I could keep sleeping, because if i'm sleeping I don't have to face the world.

I hate going to school, all of my classes seem to drag on, and I just don't fit. I have no friends on campus (and outside of campus I only have 1) I know most of you reading this are probably thinking, "So make new friends." I wish I could, I seriously do, I just have this fear/phobia of meeting people by myself. I have always made my friends through friends, so when i'm sitting at one friend total it's kinda hard to meet new people.

I can't stand my ward

the pool is closed (so there goes the final happy place I had in this world)

until winter comes around I don't have a whole lot going for me. And even then I have skiing which is good cause it gets me out doing something I love, but it's bad because it just makes me hate school even more.

I don't know what I want to do with my life. Nothing seems interesting at all. Like I said, can I just go to sleep and maybe not wake up for a while, Please?

no video

But the song of the day is:

EASY -rascal flatts w/natasha bedingfield

yeah.... so the video says it all

yes!!

I got an email from Sundance, I can't wait till winter. I wasn't sure about going back this winter but now I know that I need to go back, even if my only reason were, so that i can have some sort of a social life, it would be worth it.

Please bless that I can just push through this long, lonely looking autumn.

I've always wanted to.....

I've always wanted to be in the military. I can't though, and it's ok, cause i wouldn't trade giving my kidney to my dad for anything in the world. But i don't understand why having 1 kidney should hold me back. If i'm gladly willing to go to the front lines and die for my country, what does it matter if I only have one kidney. That one kidney works just as well as both of most people's. I just wish I could join.

Labor Day Weekdend

We went to the cabin, it was awesome to get out of the valley. All the memories I have of the valley these days just get me down, so the mountain air, the cool nights, the campfires, the fishing, the cold river, and just being away made it a nice getaway. It was a great trip.

On monday when i got back, Lance wanted to go four-wheeling, it was fantastic, we found the most intense trail we've ever done. I call it satan's boulder field. It was awesome.

Now.....it's time to go back to real life. Is it so terrible if the thought often crosses my mind that I don't think i can do this? Can't everyday be a break? Cause I hate real life right now.

music as an answer to prayers

You all know I love music and i relate to it. Well, sometimes it is an answer to my prayers. Like today, This song was in my head when I woke up, I don't think that it's just a coincidence.