many things to say

first: it was amazing to see some of my really good friends last night, i haven't seen ya'll in a while, it was nice to catch up.

second: congrats Jameson, texas dallas mission!!

third: ok this one will be a bit longer, and i know that it will probably sound strange to some, especially because it is right above the previous post. But can i just say that i really really really wish i had a girlfriend! unfortunately i'm a very shy guy. With this whole valentines day coming up, and with the recent episode of my favorite show i've been thinking how nice it would be to know that someone likes me (more than just a friend), and it would be nice to have someone that i like. (key there is that the relationship is mutual) I know that i should date more if i really want this to happen, but you see; i'm not me when i date, and i don't know anyone that i would ask out on a date. I also would like to leave the club, you know the VL one, i know to some that are reading this it might sound absurd that i am saying such things, but it would be nice, it's something that i've wanted for a while. I've played it off like i don't care about it, but i really would like to give it a shot.