I'm kinda liking this song and the message it has

Well I don't know what I'm looking for
But I know that I just want to look some more
And I won't be satisfied 'til there's nothing left that I haven't tried
For some people it's an easy choice
But for me there's a devil and an angel's voice
Well I don't know what I am looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more

Well I don't know what I'm living for
But I know that i just wanna live some more
You hear it from strangers
And you hear it from friends
That love never dies
And love never ends
I don't want to argue
No, I don't want to fight
'Cause you're always wrong
And I'm always right
Well I don't know what I'm living for
But I know that I just want to live some more

I used to be involved and I felt like a king
Now I've lost it all and i don't feel a thing
I may never grow up
I may never give in
And I blame this world that I live in
I visit Hell on a daily basis
And I see the sadness in all your faces
I've got friends who are married and their lives seem complete
And here I am still stumbling down a darkened street
A darkened street

And I act like a child
And I'm insecure
And I'm filled with doubt
And I'm immature
Sometimes it creeps up on me
And before I know it I'm lost at sea
But no matter how far I roam
I always find my way back home
But I don't know what I've been waiting for
But I know that I don't wanna wait anymore

Looking for
What I'm looking for
Looking for
What I'm looking for
Looking for
What I'm looking for
Looking for
What I'm looking for
Looking for
What I'm looking for

My Future

It's my future, key word in that phrase is "MY"

I am so sick of people/parents telling me what I should want and what I should do. I'm sick of hearing how I should be pursuing marriage, I should be going on dates, I should be taking more classes, I should be more social, I should be more socially involved with school, I should want to make friends, I should want to have a girlfriend, and that I should be doing better. Who defines better? It's my life, I think my definition should suffice. And by my definition I'm doing pretty damn good.

I'm not in any extravagant debt.

I love my life.

I don't have social drama in my life.

I don't have relationship drama.

I don't have to worry about anyone else.

I'm actively pursuing a degree.

I'm doing well in school.

I do what I love 5 days a week during the winter.

I base my decisions on the joy they will bring me.

I have an awesome place to live.

I'm not paying rent.

I'm not paying for food.

OH and did I already say I ski 5 days a week or more. And better yet, I'm getting paid to do it.

Sounds like a damn good life to me. So how about ya'll just back off and let me live MY life the way I want to

America

I've been really confused lately. I'm not sure what I believe, or what I trust. But one thing is for sure. I love and believe in america and that is one thing that will remain true my whole life



This song says it all, I love it.

God bless america

Life lesson learned

I've realized that I was happier when I was closed to people, so that's how I'll live my life till I know for sure that I can trust people.